There are many things that I’m not able to change. For example, I want a nice man to love me, but it’s very difficult to find a man to have a relationship with. I want to sleep 5 hours a night (real sleep). The last time I was able to sleep like a human was in 2018. What happened in 2025? Why am I here in Paris? Why do I not have friend here? When can police return my passport?