Hey , I am not good in Chinese language but I have a little story for you. I was totally broke. No job, No scholarship , no friend . Every time when I saw someone with their friends in Turin I ask myself why I don't have one . Time goes as water flows. I don't have much money to pay my bills and rent . University hostel was taken from me in summer vacation . I become a homeless for ten days . During this period I saw many people who slept at street with me . And this thing changed my whole perspective . This moment I realized at least I am going to university to be an engineer . One motive to change my life . You are soooooooooo lucky person that your family is living 2 hours from your place . My family is living 13 hours of flight from my place. Just see those things what you have while other's don't have. :) Hope you will feel good after this